DOGs

I love animals well mostly only cats and dogs lol or just cute fuzzy things . .. but mostly dogs! ! ! !I was watching the news this weekend and they were giving away this dog. his name was BUDDIE . . . he wasn't really that cute of a dog but he was free . . . happy and needed a home. And one thin that they said that had really played a toll on my life was that one in ever 3 dogs do NOT have a home WOOOOOOOOW thats scary. And it really hutr me when i had to see that come face with me . . . . . every sunday around 11 am my bor will go to my grandparents house and he will help them with the trash pins and all just cuz he is getting paid . . . . but any why he will go and come back no problem lol but this sunday he came back with a lil homie running behind him . . . it was a dogg a little tiny dog She was soooo cute really little but she wasn't our dogg soo we just keep her a few hours feed her and gave her some water . . . i fell in love her right a way . . . . she was in being that she was a girl she was what they call ' in heat" and my dad who is a little dog hatter lol did not like the fact that we had too this poor doogg soo we had to take her back as to where marcus my bor found her when we let her out of the car she had this look on her face that was just too cute to be true i didnt want to leave her but once we drove off she started running after the car . . . . . and that is when i had started to cry i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOO we cant leave herrrrrrrrrrrrr and she was barking and crying and all that sad stuuf i miss her sooo . . but on other had i saw her this morning in the streets and she was hopping around and have a good time i love it and i am happy that she is ok

NO BFF

I have NO BFF NO ONE Love ME. I AM SOO EMO . . . . Adrianna is NOT MY FIRST BEST Friend she does not LOVE ME like i THOUGHT she did but . . . . NO lol Adrrianna i Love You TOO lol

MORE NEWS

Crocodile Hunter Daughter Bindi Irwin is doing big ever since dad died! ! !Bindi stands in for late father Steve Irwin at Nickelodeon Kids Choice Awards. SHe is such a sweet girl and it was soo sad to hear of the death of her father. HE was a crazy man yet it was soo sad to hear about his death. Bindi talks about her she will still walk in her fathers footspet to make him prod and she now has her on tv show on the disovery kids chanle. Im sure it was tough for her to go through what her and her mother did but from the looks of things she and her mother have came out SRTONG and i am happy for them! !

School

I missed it today. I was Sleppy, and had wayyy too much house work to do soo i just stayed at home today did yall miss me or what??? im sure u missed me i know all did but . . its ok have no fear Jessica will return on Monday. I really dont like misssing school cuz then u gotta come back ther next day and play cat-up lol its not cool but i really dont have much to write i mind is still in sleep mode :)

Fergie

"How come every time you come aroundMy London London Bridge wanna go downLike London London London wanna go downLike London London London be going down like" God I love that song. But Today as i was watching the news thanks to comcast and there was an interview with her and some other guy and she was talking about how blessed she was to be where she is at but things have NOT always been this good for her, later on she started talking about how she was really hooked on drugsh more like METH thats some crazy stuff to be on. But As u you can see she has gotten her salfe together and has gotten her life back on track i was just very shocked to hear that form a women of her class.

Music

I love it every tone is somethign different. Every song had a different base line and God knows I sure do Love me a GOOD STRONG Bass line.It just feel good to my skin, it puts me in a whole nother world . . . . It takes me where I wanna BE! ! ! Now Every One has their own special type of music that they like but for me its JAZZ . . .I love Jazz its my # 1 thing now dont get me wrong i do like my hip-hop my old school, and very little I mean LITTLE of rap but JAZZ is most deffinaly NUMBER ONE. I Dont knpw why but, its just something about it that is like once you hare it, your like WOW thats some grovvy stuff :). I think i have such a deep love for Jazz because I grew up on it. My dad hes the one the to balme ever since I was a little girl i could remember listenign to peopel such a Miles Davis, Kenny G, Boeny James, and many more that I just can not think of right not, but trust me there is a lot. When i was first coming up in my teenage year i really did not care for it too much i was more into the rpa and the ghetto music :) not that i dont still like it now cuz trust me honey i do but i trully Jazz believe that Jazz has became a HUGE part of my life and will countion to be for every mom (aww that was cute) lol

I Wish a teacher would . . . . . . . . . . .

Try to spake me in frount of the whole class I would edn up in JALL for man slotter. Believe it or not child spaking are still allowed in 22 stat in the U.S. I was watching the news that other day and came apound an inter view with a teacher and parent and the parent was talkin aout how she is glad that he child gets wooped in school . . "it ought it teache her a lesson about talking too much" she said with pride. As i sit and watch htis i wonder why in the hell-in would a parent let their child be spakned by a teacher of any aauthority, why would a child allow it i know i just WOULD NOT stand for anyhing like that. I was talking to my mom about this an i asked her how she felt about this "I Love it . . . . . . I think its great . . . . i wish they did that out here in the valley thing would really change . . . . but this soo called 'new generation' of kids werent raised right soo they are more then likey spanking the parents! ! ! " I couldnt belive it my own mother and father who sat there sliently and said nothing aggred with her. I THINK NOT not in my life time, i guess i only feel this way because too may time i wash seen cases where a teacher was 'trying to show the kid whos boss' and eather the kid ended out head man in chage or the teacher ended up jail for damn near killing lil jonny! ! ! I just dont think that is the way to handel thing . . . . . . . . . the way i look at it is if the parents are teaching the children proper class room behavior then we need to sit donw and TALK TO THE PARENT not the teacher taking charge spaking kid all willy-nilly its ubncalled for. And Let me just say that any one of my teacher every try and put there hands on me i would report it to . . . . MY MOM ans she would not be happy to hear that :)

The Right to be who you are

As you may have noticed now of day people feel that they have the right to let YOU know who you ought to be, where do they get off think as if they even have that right??? I Wish someone would try too beat me up for being ME, that is trully crazy. Just a few min ago I was at my locia libray and this girl comes up to me and she just sits there and look at me . . . she smiles this very kinnda of sexy smile . . . i smilled back and just looked at her like can i help you . . . . she takes out her folder and shows me the following picture . . . .

well its an idea of it . . . . but then she looked at me and said "i dont want to date you, im not tryinig to turn you gay, i just want a friend who like me for me" I looked at her as if she was crayz because i thought to my self why are you telling me this then i said " well, HI my name is Jessica Nice to meet you" she began to cry, lost and confused I looked at her and said "ummm honey why are you crying and why do you feel that you have to explain your self to me? ? " She started to tell me about her and her brother that life style that they lifed both of her and her brother were gay. She told me that just a few months ago her borhter was badly beating and ever since has been ashamed of him slef and what he belives . . . . she let me know that she doesnt want to live that way and that she wants to be heppy unlike her borther. I have never been the one to bite my toung but when she stoped talkign I trully had NOTHING TO say i could not believe that someone would beat up another person just because they were gay. Now dont get me worng as one of Jehovah Wittness i do go by the bible and it does say that 1 Corinthains 6:9-10 say's (9) What! Do YOU not know that unrighteous persons will not inherit God’s kingdom? Do not be misled. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men kept for unnatural purposes, nor men who lie with men, (10) nor thieves, nor greedy persons, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit God’s kingdom. Thats what is says and that is what i go by but i was not or would NEVER in my life time beat someone up for THEIR choise to be gay that. Soo We talked me and this gurl i never really got her name but i was glad that i could meet her, form time to time i still see her yet i still dont know her name i think I really made an inpression on her due to the fact now she walks in with pride and a smile on her face and that is a good thing if u ask me!