My So Called LiFe

Why me . . . why do i have to put up with peole that just drive me crazy. Who you may ask is driving me crazy FAMILY yes i know but if you were to stay with my family for jsut a few days then you would relize how stinkin crazy there are. I really cant take it as much as i love them they just drive me crazy and i really cant stand it any more. I dont know if it is a just a teenaager thing that i am going through or what but i really cnat take it any more. My life sometimes i feel soo upside down, all these emotions go thorugh my head all the whlie my parents tell me about what I CANT DO it just make me want to scream . . . . . . . i dont know why i let all this stuff has me filling this way. Most of the time i just let it roll off my sholders but latley i have been felling like really crazy i think it is the new school year. As i went to senior sin up as i called it i was told the i would be held back soo now i am a jr all over well for this semester at least but still its embearassing to ahve eveyone watch you walk into a jr homeroome knowing that you are a senior just like them? ! ! ! ! ! i dont like this i dont like it one bit . . . . but i guess that what i get for fooling aroud all this time. And how do my parents react . . . well at first they were very understanding but now everytime i look up they are throughing that in my face like that is what i need to hear like i really need that thrown in my face every 20 sec. . . . . . do u think i need to hear that HECK NO! ! ! ! ! ! But once again that is what i get . . . that is what i get for fooling around all those years. . . . . but then i think do u really deserve that i no i messed up i know i mad a mistak but i am only human.l i will keep on lifing my soo called life . . . . . PEACE